Satisfaction doesn‘t come from the outside, but from the inside.

满足感并非来自外界，而是来自内心。

Everything that exists is already fraying at the edges, and in transition, subject to fragmentation and to rot.

That is to say, everything was born to die. 

If compared to many others, I indeed live a poor and miserable life; but compared to some ones, I live a happy and wealthy life.

Actually, I know why I always feel unhappy and depressed, I know what leads to these negative feelings, but I failed to change the direction.

Curiosity is the lust of the mind.

好奇心是大脑的渴望 。

When I was a teenager, I always asked my parents, my teachers and my elder friends about why those things I learned could function in those ways, I also wanted to make clear what I had learned from the books.

That may be one of the reasons for my success as a teenager. That was really a glorious time.

However, when I gradually get older, it seems I have lost such abilities, the curiosity for the things around me.

Maybe it is difficult for me to explore the underlying reasons of the things, because I gradually grow into a fool.

That is not a good thing.

Try to ask my mind some questions regularly.

The more I ask and then I can solve, the more I will be in control of my life.

March 22 2017 Week 12 Wednesday